Apr 26, 2012

Cold Vengeance

Did I hold his gaze?
He walked towards me with a purpose
Ambling between the tables and chairs
Did the crowd not see him stalking towards me?

Should I control my fingers holding the glass
Any more pressure, and I am sure
It would crackle with my own blood
Washing away the pieces lingering in the air.

The game had been playing for a while.
The spectators unaware of this illusion.
The effort it took, made me swirl
Drowning in my own set trap.

Could I stand through his prowling
Awaiting his descent to my world
Finding the courage to hold his gaze
I need him closer to make my move.

Witnessing his walk, the minutes ticking fast
Surging ahead in time with caution
Lifting my bloody hand to pull the trigger
Watching the bullet slipping from its niche.

There he lay in his vice.
Caught in his own well-laid trap
I had my revenge at last.
None would live, who took my life.

Apr 25, 2012

Me, Myself

On-A-String Daughter. Loving Granddaughter. T-off Sister. Veracious friend.


Perennial vision-controller.
Baby hugger.
Doggie lover.
Vintage Collector.
Cartoon Imager.
Lizard hater.
Imbalanced walker-runner-jogger.
Wannabe sleep addict.
Book reader.
Dream traveler.
Ardent Chocolate muncher.
Soul Forgiver.
Quipster.
Flings curses while driving.
Happy-go-lucky gypsy.
Funky nailpaint wearer.
Hates fakesters. 
Whimsical wanderer
Laughs at anything-everything.
Giggler.
Social.
Hates parking her car.
Tolerant towards techno-gizmos.
Tattoo seeker.
Pays no mind to phonies
Quirky sense of humour

Still alive!

Apr 23, 2012

Snap Motion

Yes! The week just flew by! Before I knew it, it was Monday once again.. WOW.. talk about speed. There was a lot that happened. But, there are far too many things to jot down.. So here goes (read on if you have the patience :

  • It’s time to have the talk with my folks about my impending future. Never found the right time. Getting everyone in the same room at home is like the Northern Lights (It does exist, but it's a long wait to watch your breadth being taken away). Even though the curd has curdled, it is yet to be removed from the fridge. But, there is the Strength and Will in me to stick it out.
  • It’s my last week at work! Yes! It’s time to move onto greener pastures.
  • Work.. Work.. Work.. It amazes me how this bit never ceases and comes to a full stop. It’s like Murphy ’s Law. Whatever happens, it happens for a reason. But, for the life of me, I can't decipher from it. 
  • Food! Yes! There was plenty at Food Street. A street very aptly named, of course. 
  • Twists and turns for a "Rally" table fan to beat the heat. Bike ride.. Yey!
  • Went to Mysore for a day to scout for property.  Success! Realized what Traffic-free roads actually look like.
  • Drama rama.. Nothing much to say about this except “intestinal fortitude”! Need to breathe and count till 100. 1..2..3.. *breathe* 4..5..6.. *breathe*..
  • Lots of clicks and updates on Social networks. Worth sharing, of course! And, why not! ;)
  • Saturday was a visit to Swenson’s! It’s amazing to watch grown-ups hue and rant over the humongous pitchers and glasses of ice cream, cream and cherries.. Not to forget the banana and sauce. Okay! That did not come out right. But, heh.. there is no pun intended here.
  • Relaxed Sunday. Bus Ride with The One.. Painted and polished with my bestie at our favourite hang-out-come-parlour.. KFC crispy chicken leg and puffs over Man U and Everton match. After much laughs and gasps, the day came to a good close.

Well a week and weekend well spent. A bit tired in the mind and body but worth all the efforts! Time to gear up for the weeks to come.. *hallelujah* 

 

 

 

Apr 16, 2012

This Pangs



Sigh! Its Monday
And nothing lies
Further from my mind
Than lunch!

I may not be a glutton
Nor do I have an affinity
Towards fried or boiled plates
But, it does need to be cooked.

I could devour a whole pack of chips
But, then again, I could spoil my appetition
Who cares, as long as
My stomach stops growling.

What would I not give for Chocolates
Some may say that is not a Dish
Who designs a plate
If not for someone hungry as I.

I look past my window
To the road below
It could show me the path
The way to toothsome delights

I try to stand, reaching for my shoes
Alas, I am too famished to walk
I reach for my oasis
It disappears with a Puff.

I stutter, I falter, I pine
I howl, I mumble, I rave
No one hears my crash
I awake from my dream with an appetite.


 

Apr 13, 2012

Shrill Escapade


 
Fine.. its Friday the 13th and here I lie on my bed, writing this blog. My old and cracking bones can’t seem to find the right amount of energy to dress and paint the town red (Sheesh.. even the colour sounds corny at this moment). I can’t seem to swallow the thought of partying out tonight with the other scary people (They are actually quite scary in real life.)
I should be doing something productive, like reading an intelligent book (which I would conveniently forget even before I say the word “intelligent), write my monologue on how great my life has been till date (again, “intelligent” comes to mind), or I could start on the jig saw puzzle I see staring at me through its crisp box. But, as lethargy sets in, I am reminded of the years past when even the thought of Friday night would get me kicking and screaming “Party”!
The telly went on when I reached home this evening. With nothing interesting to watch, I switched over to National Geographic to watch an amazing sight and tale of Kevin Richardson, the Lone Ranger. He was playing with Lions and Hyenas like a little girl playing with her newly-gifted soft toys. I had seen an email forward of him a couple of times, but to watch it on the reel was mind numbing. He is indeed re-defining nature and its various laws.
Hence, I start questioning the simple facts of Friday the 13th. There are enough blood and gore written about it, not to forget the zillion movies acted during this one-over-hyped night. The mere thought of horror fills my imagination with the blood-curdling screams, grotesque faces and mutilated bodies. Stereotype images are already filtered in my minds.. (as if the blood and gore didn’t do the trick, already!)
Whatever said and written (or typed), I am still the girl that loves her thrills. I may watch the movies and serials behind finger-covering -but-still-peeping eyes, yet with a tingling-and-titillating-filled heart. I may not watch it the first time around, but give me enough storyline and plot and I shall scout the papers for the re-run timings. Okay! I admit I won’t watch it on the big screen, but the small screen would do just fine for this wannabe, ambitious thrill-seeker.
Well, what am I waiting for.. going to switch on my telly, preparing my throat and voice for the shrieking and my nails to be bitten off..
Scream away, I shout menacingly!!
 

Mirrored Next


I gaze up at the mirror
I try to see through my reverie
To see if I am the same person
As the one looking in yesterday.

My fingers, curled, I reach forward
Catching my whimsical form
Twisting to fit the frame
Listening to the years rushing past

Looking back at my existence
I see myself smile with content
I have indeed lived my life
To the fullest

The future lies bare, for now
Like an empty sheet
To be written and drawn
With the hands of an artist

The artist being I.

Apr 10, 2012

Snap Adieu




In the apt mood to write my goodbyes
Not to this beautiful world
But to the communal world
La! There I go
Watching the door hit my final sashay
There were good times and bad
Memories linger and smiles falter
Gazing into the crystal ball
Prolonging the prophesy
As I venture into the veiled

The song is ended, but the melody lingers on.

Apr 9, 2012

Episode: The Black


Once upon a time, in a modern city called Bangalore, there lived a stylish (let it slide) girl called Aditi. Not only did she have a fashion sense, but she had an extensive wardrobe filled with colourful and  sensationalistic clothes. Among these immense range of items, lived a Black Sweater. Aditi had brought her at a company discounted price, but that still did not deter her from loving the Black. She considered the Black to be one of her prized procession.

There was never a time and place, where the Black did not make its presence felt. Aditi carried and wore her everywhere. She considered it to be her dependable back-up. The Black looked after Aditi at every occasion, be it gloomy, windy or rainy. She was a constant companion in her wardrobe and car seat. Yes, she even brought Black along on her long drives. 

On one such occasion, the Black was in the back seat of her car, when Aditi was dropping her father off at the bus stop. But, Aditi failed to see the bag was placed on top of Black and how she got camouflaged with the seat and bag colour. Needless to say, when Father got off the car, Black got dragged out of her perch and was thrown onto the ground. Father stepped on it and ignored her, as he thought it belonged on the road. Aditi didn’t turn around to check, either. She was too wrapped up in saying her Byes and watching the passing Traffic.

Alas, there the Black lay in the dirt, forgotten. Neither could it speak or rant about its impending doom. Being abandoned was new to the poor being. How could such a fate befall on her? None picked her up. None reached out and lent a helping shoulder. The Helpless!

By the time, Aditi realized the fate of her friend, she was too far away. Despite the memory lapse and failed calls, she knew it was already too late. Her eyes welled up with sadness at not being there for a friend in need. Nothing could fill the void she felt in her heart and mind. Hope was a faraway stranger who couldn’t even hear her even if it glanced her way. But, there was a small bit of chance that Aditi was willing to take. Try and go down the same street. Fingers and toes, both, were crossed.

The drive to the street was filled with true contemplation and anticipation. “What if!”.. Traveling through the turn in the road felt like an eternity. Glaring through the fog of the night light. Wishing and biting nails, moments passed too soon.

Lo & behold, Aditi saw a dark shape lying at the spot. Running and skipping through the tarred road, reaching her hand forward and swooping upon the shape, was spent in complete earnestness. She grabbed it with all her might. The Black now lay in her hands. She hugged her friend, with dirt, sand and muck and all!

Things were back to normal. Soaked, washed,  rinsed, folded and fresher.. The Black was back at her No. 1 spot on the podium.  Aditi thanked her lucky stars at having found her friend. She would not leave it to chance and fate, going forward.

They were stuck together at the hip (until death do them part).



*** The above is based on true events! It did happen, People. Believe you me! There is such a thing as Good Fortune!

Apr 5, 2012

Birdie Tales


 
One for Sorrow,
Two for Joy,
Three for Letter,
Four for Boy
Five for Silver
Six for Gold
Seven for a Secret never to be told.


Birds (read: myna and raven) took on a new meaning during my school days. Fingers were crossed and wishes made. But, we never waited around enough to see if the wishes did come true. And, even if it did, we would credit it to the Supreme Being or twisted circumstances. Miss those days of unadulterated jubilation.



Apr 3, 2012

Doodle Art


There has been a design in mind
Yet, unseen forces stop me
Wouldn’t I wish I could fight?
But, it would be losing battle. 
As the opponent is none other than
The one who created me.
“Why get one?” she asks.
“For personal vocalization.” I plea.
“Under someone else’s roof.” She finalizes.
Despite the numerous tales and show
The closest I got was to admire the art
On someone else’s mortal part.
I dream, envision and draw
But what’s the use of having
It only on mere paper.
I need to shed blood and
Watch the colours take shape
On the one part where I can look
With complete euphoria.
Its time, before another being
Laughs at my plight
I glare into my future,
Lo and Behold, I do see myself content
Because, I see the ink tattooed on my canvas.


Apr 2, 2012

Whole Ball of Wax



The world looks different.. colours seem vibrant.. noises outside etiolate..

I have an innate trait. It’s being clean and orderly. No. I have not described myself to a Nurse! (You wish!) Yes. I have an "OCD". In layman terms, I like things to be neat and tidy. Yes, I am from the 20th Century. And, yes, I do have a life. It’s my way of life. I like cleanliness. Period.

Ever since I can remember, it has been drilled into me little mind by my lovely mother. If you ever saw her eyes roll and her hand reaching for the nearest object (to hit me with), you would have followed in my footsteps too. But, aside from these true episodes, I can say that I am grateful today for those early lessons. How else would my room and desk see the light of day? There are no clothes or shoes tucked away under my bed or pieces of paper playing peek-a-boo from the nooks and corner of my desk. I am proud to say that I clean up after myself. Ah! I can live with the snide remarks now!

There is joy is cleaning up after yourself. Beyond question, you can hear the melodious music when you flawlessly clear the clutter in the hotel room (before you check out, of course).  Doors and windows open to you when you leave your relative’s house in apple-pie order.  Not to forget, your mom’s cooking skills improve every time she enters your spotless room (read: bride or reward, either way works for the stomach!)

Chaos and filth is omnipresent. Would it not take you less than 5 minutes to scrub away the muddle? Fine, it could take longer.. But, you have to see the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. (That is not a myth. I may be using the wrong example here, but you get the drift.) Your cupboard, your room, your house, your office, your world, would be a better place. Smiles all around. You need to be there to know the actuality.

Being organized has its perks, too. It does free your mind and body (now, who needs yoga.) Life would be less complicated, come to think of it. Wouldn’t you agree when I say, you would spend less time trying to find the one thing you would have spent eons looking for? You can now dedicate the newly discovered time to find a new hobby. WOW! That would get anyone off their backside and run to the broom closet.  Free mind and soul could lead to more earnest wanderings.  Mysterious could be unlocked with a complete brain.

It’s time to end on a “clean” note! The paradox being “lock stock and barrel”, here!